from now till FWD

In this Syberian
state of mind,
i apologize
for all that
I always mistake
I always missed.
cause I'm aware:
just a rat playing with symbols
trough a cascade of Tanqueray
on the top of camel's shit,
Becauce I'm aware we are not the same
and not so different
and there's not even a particle
of racism in me.
I know no race as my race for knowledge.
cause we are both rats in camel's piss cascades